my car came! my car came!!


taking basic theory tonight in the evening. wah lau. damn excited man. haha. pray hard that i passed the test if not have to wait a loooooooooooooooong way.

car coming either today or tomorrow. i am waaaaaaaiting. sorry. ever since my resignation, i had been a little cranky. haha.


okay okay! i am going to leave lianhup brothers. haha,

went for an interview this morning at MSIG, it's a japan insurance company. they offer very good benefits and theworking hours are good too! so! cheryl ng gets higher pay! shorter wking hours!

of course i had been warned by the person that it's going to be stressful.but! which job is not stressful one? haha. as long as i get better pay, cheryl ng is contented. haha.

yes. of course credit goes to ivy tan lee kiang for getting me the job. we go eat sushi on sunday okay? lol. angela come also okay?

more things has yet to come.ah boy can collect the car this friday! yes! yes! yes! good things all happen today!


been a whole week already. i thought the longer the time passes, the more it seems more important to me.

anyway, work was pretty okay for me. oh ya, regarding the last entry about the roof garden suite. it was cancelled. too damn exoensive already. so we are changing to the cable car dinner instead. i really hope we can do that because it seems that we will be having a few things to handle that month.plus! my beloved brother and his girlfriend coming back from Australia. haha.

and yes! me and ah boy can collect our car within ten days countdown from today! really really hope the agent faster call us.

poor ashley fell from the bed yesterday night. she is too active already. haha, anyway, this little girl is getting sweeter and sweeter.she saw that my leg had a mosquito bite the other night. then she went to my dressing table and brought a bottle of the medical oil for me to apply on the bite. AWWWWWW......so damn sweet right. haha.


i just sent an email to check on the rate on the booking for the sentosa roof garden suite. damn expensive okay!! haha. it's about 500 per night and if, if, ( pray hard hard), i can get the promotional rate, i still need to fork out 400. but wah lau eh, you see the photos you will also want to go.


had sleepless night yesterday because i was unable to pass the evaluation test that i took after work yesterday night. so sad after leaving BBDC.

immediately after i failed the test,i quickly scheduled for today's first slot at 8am becuase i need to pass the evaluation test BY TODAY. or else i would have to wait until mid of dec before i can take the basic theory test.

wah lau eh! luckily, i passed this morning test and can take the BTT as scheduled.
THOUSANDS OF HENG AH!

haha. anyway, I AM STILL WAITING FOR THE BLOODY CHRISTOPHER TO CALL ME!!!

WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA


Christopher!! Faster call me!!!!!

Faster call me!!!!!

Faster Call me!!!!!!


CHRISTOPHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i just sent in a resume to ivy's company applying for the post for recruitment consultant. wah lau eh! i seriously hope i get the job. then slowly, we can also pull angela in then the three of us siao char bo can siao together again.

if it weren't the post in ivy's blog and the two short comments that we exchanged in friendster, i wouldn't know i actually miss them so much.

yup yup. i miss you girls.


my jay chou's concert is finally here!! haha. i am so damn excited when i opned my letterbox yesterday and see the big word, SISTIC across the envelope. hah. so now i just shake leg and wait for 18 jan to come. and shit. i just realised that 18 jan is a friday. shit lar. must think of a good excuse not to come work. haha.


STUPID BRANDON!!!

Oh. sorry. i'm just testing to see whether i can publish any post here. and nothing comes to mind mind except the two big words above.


how come every donkey guys that i met always make me suffer and feel miserable one huh. nabeh lar. i shouldn't have learnt the things and make myself miserable. people will change one. i am only 21. how many more changes do i have to witness??

sprry. i just feel like cursing nw.

FOOK!


cheryl ng xin hui is damn tired! haha. went partyworld with the lianhup clan. fun lei! haha.

everyone was busy with their own stuffs.
Bo was busy drinking.
Janice was busy eating.
Brandon was busy singing all the bloody sad songs which nearly made me cry.
Sandy was busy teaching Ashley how to take pictures using my handphone which also nearly made me cry, because i had to delete alot of funny pictures when we were home.
ah boy was busy listening and looking at everybody.
i was busy listening to bloody sad songs and at the same time, making funny faces at Ashley for her to snap photos.

went home exhausted and slept right away even though can feel body abit sticky here and there. whahaha. eeee... cheryl ng so dirty. ya lar! whaha.

but, after last night, i felt even more confused. more conversations which made me lagi confused. wah lau. CONFUSED LAR!!


seriously in love with.


you will never be replaced.

not by anybody.


cannot go near it. now very scared of it. because of a stupid weird dream.
why the hell should i have such a stupid weired dream. won't happen one larh. but i still very scared.


everything that i hope that will not happen to me, happened to me.

am i really wrong is it really so wrong to request something that i want for myself. or is it i need to bear it all myself so that others will be happy? i am really confused now. the more i let go, the more it runs away further from me.

i really don't know how to be the perfect lover. maybe to love somebody means to let him do whatever he wants and only enjoy the part when he is coming back to you. then suffering by yourself again when he runs away then enjoys again when he thinks it's time to come back.

people who reads my blog, please don't ask me what happen. too long a story to tell. too hard for people to understand how i feel.


juz bought online ticketsd foe jay chou's concert. damn fast. most of the tickets are already sold out even though the actual day starting sales for the tickets is on 5 nov.

anyway, i can't get the tickets that i wanted, the 198 one, so i can only settle for the 108 one. hai.. abit far larh. but at least i am going to be in the same room as jay chou! breathing the same air as jay chou! whahah. cheryl ng going bonkers soon.

been very tired at wk these few days. things had been pretty hectic. seriously hope that i can rest well this coming weekend.


Went for the basic theory test practice yesterday with roy. damn. it's harder then we expected and we failed all the booklets that we tried. haha

will be going for the lesson this coming sun and monday. then will be going for the evaluation test on tuesday. if we pass the test, we can book the actual basic theory test soon after that! haha. brandon told me that it is possible to pass everything including that practical within three months if i am consistent.

okay! cheryl ng xin hui now super determined to pass all within three months!

BI SHENG! ( die die must win!)