one hour and fifteen minutes more to nightmare. i can't believe i am going for SW later!!

ok la, it's because i don't have a choice la.

i just have to get over it as soon as i can. i don't wanna have to live with the mental torture that i have not cleared my NAFA test. it's quite a stupid rule that you can't graduate from ITE even if you had cleard all the modules but not done your NAFA test.

AHHHHHHHHH.....stupid la.

anyway, i think i am skipping school tomorrow. heh heh..i think i can see myself later dying already.

i can't stand ivy's voice now. it's damn sickening!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


i am so freaking bored on a saturday afternoon.

met up with aho boy at teck whye for lunch after his soccer session. miss the food there very much. i used to go there for my lunch during my secondary school days. then while waiting for bus at the bustop near my secondary school, i saw my english teacher,miss lee. heard from her that she had just quit from the school last year. seems that most of the teachers who used to teach me had left the school. hmm...wonder what's wrong. HAHAHA

i was actually trying to talk to ah boy's sister at his mother's house when that stupid mosquito keep buzzing..no, i should say she was trying to kill me with her shouting in the house. can you imagine how irritating it is when you are trying to talk and someboy keep shouting across the room, asking a BABY to play with her when that baby doesn'y give her a damn at all?

i really don't understand her and don't wish to understand what is running through in that secondary two girl's mind. maybe that's why nobody is willing to sing her a birthday song on her birthday.

ah boy having a meeting later. leaving me with ashley at home. she had been rather hot-tempered these few days. i hope she will get better the next few days because i cannot stand her shouting and crying all the time. it i think i am suffering from post-natal depression.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, i know it's quite unusual to suffer from post-natel depression when your baby is already 15 months old.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

shit, i just remembered that i am having my NAFA test next tuesday afternoon.

SHIT. i am in deep SHIT.


ok. at least i find this template more eye-soothing then the previous one. yes! yes! yes! i am now blogging at my very own house, using my very own computer and my very own keyboard. haha. i know it sounds stupid, but how do you think i can blog at ease when most of the time i was blogging, people were walking behind me every now and then? it was very hard to write about people's bad things, you know? HAHAHAHA.

six more weeks to go before i graduate from ITE, i wished time would pass a little faster. but i would definitely miss my school mates in school. the times when me, ivy and angela would skip class together, to go to macdonalds to get ourselves a 50 cents ice cream cone, the times when we would go shopping together at after school at bishan junction8 and the times when the three of us would squeeze together at a table meant only for two person. those were the days...

i know we the three of us will not contact as much as we are in school after we left school, but i definitely am happy that i got to know the both of them. it seems that we can read each other's mind and scary, sometimes we would be thinking of the same thing. it's just a matter of who said it first. anyway, nothing last forever, i just hope that things would go well for everybody upon graduation in ISB.

why the hell do i sound like i am dying?? HAHAH.

anyway, something happy to note before i log off. i caught ashley sleeping pointing to something while she was sleeping last night. i reckon she had a nice dream because i heard her giggling(her eyes were still closed), right after she pointed at something.

i wished i could read her mind and share her dreams with her.

i am falling deeper in love with her eveyday.

right, i am just a mother obbessed with her daughter. can?

whatever. HAHAHAHA


it's damn disappointing to find that your computer cannot work after all the hard work. there's something seriously wrong with our computer at home. you can feel the electricity from the CPU even when the switch is not even on. i am so freaking disappointed.

that stuoid monkey is at her tricks again. no wonder nobody wants to sing her a birthday song and eat her cake.

tests,test, tests and exam coming real soon. after that will be the end of my ITE life and the start of the next chapter of my life which the the damn bloody working life. HAHAHA.. i need the money so i have got nothing to complain.

ya. recently Ashley is very sweet to people around her. although her temper still very bad la, she would scream and shout if she didn't get the thing that she wants, she would run to you and hug you when you get home at the day.

i know, you want to,"awwwwwww, so sweet right.."

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA


i practically did nothing for the whole day but slept through the day. oh, what a INTERESTING day i had.

BORING.


ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh.......

marketing is killing me. my brain cells are all dies because of stupid marketing.

i can't wait for night to fall because i need to sing off my frustrations. more tests coming up in the next few weeks. i think i am dying soon. HAHAHAHA.

before i sign off, ashley very cute hor??

HAHAHAHAHAHA

cheryl is going bonkers.


wah.. been donkey years since i updated. nothing much had been going on except for the same old things. and it had also been a long time since i shared ashley pictures. some people wait until head very long already. WHAHAHA..























































































































i wanted to upload another picture of Ashley smiling till her eyes were shut tight. but i don't know where i can't upload the image in here. anyway, i will try a few days later.

attending ah boy's dinner and dance for his company tomorrow at mandarin hotel. spent a total of 93 bucks for the evening dress. ah boy was quite supportive for me because i went there under-dress last year. i want to be properly dressed tomorrow. lol. but because ah boy's team is having a stupid bonding activity again tomorrow at achangi chalet, i might have to make my own way to mandarin hotel to meet him for the dinner. his management for his team this year is very bad. more of these comtinue and i would have to write a complaint letter.

i am actually dreading to go for the dinner tomorrow becase i am dreading to see somebody i don't want to see. anyway, i am going to win the lucky draw there. haha. i heard from ah boy that the 1st prize is two tickets, 10 days stay in turkey, 2nd is two tickets, 10 days stay in australia gold coast, and the 3rd prize is a plasma television. wow wow wow.. i am hoping to win something there.