i am so freaking tired i hoped i had two souls.

yesterday marks the last day of the freaking-tired-moving-house. all i am left to do now is to pack, pack and pack. following that will be all the everyday-cleaning and the stupid housework part.

but, I LOVEEEEEE MY HOUSE!!

because i get to be myself and do the things which i wanna do at anytime. watch tv as and when i wanna do so. of course la, maintaining a house is very diffcult, but i will try my very best to make myself and ah boy a cosy and comfortable house.

which means..i won't be blogging in as much often as in the past. :)


been a long long time since i updated. had been very busy moving and clearing my house since friday night. i swear i will never move house again in the next ten years.

skipped school on monday and today because i am too freaking tired from all the moving and the packing. heard from my classmates that that the timetable sucks like shit. school starts late most of the days, which means i will be ending late too. i just hope that the whoever-we-don-want-teacher is not teaching us for the semester.

it's nice that i have my own flat now. i have my own space, own time to do the things i want to do. but of course, i need to do the household chores all by myself now. but since it's only me and ah boy living the house, the chores are still pretty relaxing.

nothing had been going too well for me since my birthday. i just hope that things will turn better.

picking up mummy and daddy at the airport tomorrow. bringing ashley along too. so..i might be skipping school again on thursday because they are arriving late tomorrow night. and because it's my cousin's wedding day on friday, i'll skipped school on friday too. i'll try to attend school on thursday if i can wake uop though. heh heh...

i am resting my body now, getting ready for more chores later.


i must be crazy enough to be thinking of him at this point of time.

wake up your idea la, cheryl!!


argh.....

it had been a freaking tiring week for me. the chores i am doing are going to bukit batok, back to bukit panjang, play with ashly, then sleep. then wake up the next day, same again.

hai...can my life get more interesting pleaseeee??hur hur??

anyway, most of the things that i need to move over this coming saturday are already packed. so there's not much worries.

ashley had not been wanting to sleep late at nights these few days. only after 12.30am, then she would be willing to sleep. and the worst thing is, she wakes up early in the morning like 7 plus, that means, i am having dark rings all over my eyes. heh..but i really don't know the reason she not wanting to sleep.

maybe it's because she's teething, then she tends to get more active.

i am kissing holidays goodbye soon, and soon, i'll be rotting again with my best mates in school. hai..but something is different because someone gets to have her boyfriend rid her to school everyday. who hur?? lol.

ya, before i forgot, tomorrow is friday the 13th, take care out there peeps. heh...

34 more hours to my new house.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVIN!!

i am always very trilled during the october period because it is the birthday month of both my brothers and me. it is already very rare to be having the same birthday month as your siblings, but the dates for our birthdays is even amazing. my elder brother at the 11th, my younger brother at the 13th, and mine at 15th. it is only two days apart for us.

so that means every year, we celebrate our birthday together with one cake. there was once we tried having a cake each on the days of our birthdays. that means we sang the birthday song once in two days and eating a cake every two days. after that, we dropped the idea of cutting three cakes ever again. it was too filling and too boring to do it so fast.

anyway, i don't like celebrating birthdays alone. i find it quite awarkward that you are standing alone behind the cake while everyone is looking at you at the opposite direction and everybody else is directing you what to do like make a wish etc. i still like celebrating birthdays with my brothers though.

saturday is approaching and soon i will find myself having my own house.HAHAHAHAHHHA. i can't wait for it. so for the whole of today, tomorrow and friday, i am going to bury myself into packing and make my house a cosy one. the new kitchen cabinet is on already and we are glad we decided to do it. it makes gives once-dirty kitchen a new and refreshing look. but the things in my bukit batok house are actually quite huge, so i don't think i will be able to shift everything here. we'll see what we can do.

58 hours more to my new house.


been quite some time since i last updated. sometimes i am just too lazy to log in and type. heh heh..

took ashley to the hairdresser to trim her hair. she was looking very cute and nice already. but when i came home from outside, her hair shocked me. because of some 'accident', which i don't even feel like saying it here, her hair became shorter and she looks very nerdy. i became very fed up for the whole of yesterday night.

then i came upon another news that we have to shift house this coming saturday and in the morning at 7am because of some superstition. and the thing is, i cannot finish packing everything and ah boy's dad insist that we move everything from my house this saturday. only after a heated discussion that we decide on moving only a few things.

hai.. things just never goes the way i wanted it to be. but after this saturday, it means that both me and ah boy can just lock ourselves in our house and be away from everybody else. sweet. it also means when we are watching television, there is no interruption we don't have to listen others talk too loudly.

opps. will too obvious anot huh? heh heh..


i have never ever bought a house before, so i don't know the stress of trying to make everything right in the house. small details like where to place my television set and cupboard is enough to make my head crack. there are major things to solve too, like where to buy rooms' doors etc.

so...

i was thinking, how good it is if i can strike lottery now? haha..i just have to pay a sum of money to the workers and they would solve everything for me. from furnishing the house to moving the furnitures. now is the best time to strike lottery. haha..give me any four numbers please. lol.

yesterday's event at ah boy's station was good. i even saw a secondary school friend of mine. coincidentally, he is on good terms with ah boy and i heard that they had been betting footballs together very often. when i saw the good bonding between ah boy's teamates, and the how everyone look so good in their uniforms, i had the urge to join the force too. haha.. but i know behind the uniforms are hard work and tiredness. but it is good to see the good bonding together. on the other hand, if joining the force is so good, then i wouldn't be hearing some of ah boy's teamates saying they want to quit the force every so often. i guess things always look good on the surface.

will be going to ginza plaza later to shop for more things to place in my new kitchen with ah boy. that means we are going to spend more money. that assures me more that..i need to strike lottery!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

just kidding.


i can't believe it.

i went to clementi to meet ah boy when he finished work yesterday night after the swim with ai li. i was abit irritated because i waited for almost one whole hour for him. but when he came out, he looked happy and said that he would not have to return to station for night shift today.

then he asked me if i want to attend a team function with him tonight at his station. i was delighted that he wanted me there and he surprised me further when he said that he had already told his head that he would be bringing me and ashley there. i was very surprised at how i he wanted us there.

but here came the truth:

he was talking non stop on the cab then he blabbered out that if he bring me and ashley along, then he confirm won't have to go back for duty because they can't possibly ask me and ashley back ourselves right?

@#$%@#$

never mind la. i am still glad that he invitated us. heh heh..

i cross my fingers and hope that whoever i don wanna see there stays out of my sight and not spoil my night.


i was planning to go swimming with ai li this after noon. but looking at the weather now, i think it is going to be cancelled. maybe we'll go bowling or do some other stuffs.

i had beed reading alot of other people's blogs ever since i started blogging. and most of the blogs that i had been reading, talks about their love life and how conflicts start or solve. or it would be about some things that are sad or happy.

i recently came across a blog whom i know the person, it was when i read her blog that i knew that she is suffering from mild depression. i see this person at least once or twice a week and it would never struck me that this person is suffering from depression.

the world has come to a stage where people now keeps things from each other and would only confide in a computer. everyone is now caring about their own face and pride, causing them to be unwillling to talk to another person and solve things. and most of the time, conflicts happen when there is miscommunication. in the first place, how to communicate when people are only willing to talk to the computer? isn't it human that are making things diffcult for themselves?

but on the other hand, some people cannot accept some facts when people tell them something. this would also sometimes cause conflict. so some people might chose to keep quiet or write their thoughts in a journal or in a blog where they keep to themselves.

i can say, the world is just contradictng. or it is just the human hearts that they do not know what they want.


i haven't been updating since don't know when because the internet access was accidentally cut off by ashley. she typed on something on the keyboard and caused me to be internetless for the past few days. i will do a quick update on the missed days. this might be a long entry.

SAT(30/09)

ashley finally turns one! we held a buffet celebration and loads of people turn up with either ang baos or presents. thank you all for you generosity. we are greatly touched by the huge amount of money we collected. haha.. secret la. cannot say how much. heh. but ashley enjoyed herself and we too enjoyed because we get to do some bonding with some friends and long-time-no-see relatives. i will post some of the pictures later at the end of the entry.

SUN(01/10)

happy children's day. did nothing for the day but re-charge for the energy lost on saturday. ah boy and younger brother helped and did some touch-ups to our new house. and his uncle came to tear away the old cupboard in the kitchen because we are changing a brand new one. heh heh..

MON(02/10)

accompanied ah boy's sister to ICA to renew her passport and we brought ashley along. my god. she really does loves to shout at people nowadys. she would either shout at the person to get the person's attention or she would shout along with other kids if they are shouting too. after that. i went to lot 1 shoping mall to get two movie tickets for ROB-B-HOOD for ah boy and me. we went for the movie that night. it was a nice show. some parts were funny while there are times when you would feel excited and sad. that baby in the show was sooooooooooooooo cute. haha.

TODAY

ah boy is now clearing some tiles in our new house. heard from him that it night take a very long time. so i doubt we'll be going anywhere today. but i will be going back to my bukit batok house tomorrow to pack some of the stuffs. we can move in anytime already. WHHAHHHAH...i can't wait for the day we officially move in. it would be sooooooooooo excited.

before i log off, enjoy the pictures: