i am sick and tired of saying the same old things again and agin. i really don't wish to quqrrel over this matter and let this affect our relationship.

i relly don't know whether is it really that i am thinking too much or is it really true. some people think that i am thinking too much because i haven't told them the whole thing yet. they had only heard part of the story. but for those that already got hold of the whole thing, they are really supportive for me. thank you all alot.

but anyway, i am giving it up. i am going to show her that i am not someone who sit back and do nothing. better not to let her see me again or i think i cannot control myself. i don't want to be those shrew woman who kicks p a fuss in front of people. i am more of the stupid librans. who will more or less suffer quietly for the person you love rather than to voice out and seek what you deserve. i guess.....