i was planning to go swimming with ai li this after noon. but looking at the weather now, i think it is going to be cancelled. maybe we'll go bowling or do some other stuffs.

i had beed reading alot of other people's blogs ever since i started blogging. and most of the blogs that i had been reading, talks about their love life and how conflicts start or solve. or it would be about some things that are sad or happy.

i recently came across a blog whom i know the person, it was when i read her blog that i knew that she is suffering from mild depression. i see this person at least once or twice a week and it would never struck me that this person is suffering from depression.

the world has come to a stage where people now keeps things from each other and would only confide in a computer. everyone is now caring about their own face and pride, causing them to be unwillling to talk to another person and solve things. and most of the time, conflicts happen when there is miscommunication. in the first place, how to communicate when people are only willing to talk to the computer? isn't it human that are making things diffcult for themselves?

but on the other hand, some people cannot accept some facts when people tell them something. this would also sometimes cause conflict. so some people might chose to keep quiet or write their thoughts in a journal or in a blog where they keep to themselves.

i can say, the world is just contradictng. or it is just the human hearts that they do not know what they want.