they did not do something against me..but, i just hate it when they call upon him for some gatherings or whatsoever.

is it ok to feel jealous against some people? ya. that is all in the past but..i just can't help it but feel that insecure feeling. i shoould be happy that he is so wanted by the crowd but..sometimes i hope that he would just be the normal-not-so-funny type. but on the other hand, it is his happy style that attracted me to him. i think i am just scared that they are also attracted by his style.

must i always make myself unhappy to make him happy? i just said, some things can't be helped. i think woman always have a different thinking compare to men, and woman, is the one giving in most of the time. i think.

oohh....1 last day of school and the shopping trip to malaysia!! haha..i know i am making a big deal out of this, but, i like going somewhere else where nobody knows us with him because he would always be extra protective of me.

last last verdict for yesterday's confusion, we would be going to rotten mango's class later. cross my fingers and hope that the hour would pass by smoothly. if i don't update later, it means phew. we'll see how.

meanwhile, take care. ciaos..