i am going to take the first step towards my goal of having a driving license. i am going to fly to SSDC after school ends early today to book for my basaic theory test. i hope there is a slot early next month. i don wanna have to wait too long.

i had been struggling whether or not to book because i keep thinking that even if i have successfully passed my basic and advance theory, i would have problems paying for the practical.but anyway, i decided not to bother too much and take the test first. maybe by then, mummy would get to know about it and wants to sponsor me. i hope though. haha.

ashley is learning new things as the days goes by. of course, the good and the bad things all at a time. that day when we went back home late night, she was sitting at the sofa and learning how to call pa pa pa. and she would blow her cheeks and closing her mouth and opening it again and again. don't understand? go look at a goldfish and you would get the picture.

talking about the bad things, she is very impatient and wants to do things in her own way. sometimes, she would slap you if you don't go her way. i am starting to feel worried on how we're going to discipine her when she grows up. we hope she don't turns out to be like ah boy's cousin because they share the same chinese zodiac as the year of rooster. alot had been saying things "like next time like her lor. "

i cross my fingers.

i wonder should i go tonight? to a place where i dread? should, should not, should, should not, should, should not........