i woke up in shock.
luckily everything is just a dream.

i don't know what to do if it was true.
i know i will have a nervous breakdown because i nearly did in the dream.
my mind is in blank now. i am still in shock.

i had a nightmare that ah boy was shot in the stomach when he was doing duty. gosh. just by typing it down makes me feel a little scared. i woke up in shock and called him immediatey (he was on night shift yesterday) and was relieved that it really was a dream. i think i need to go to the temple and pray. heh..

ah boy:
i am sorry for my nasty temper most of the time.heh. i will try to be amore understanding partner and listen to your woes and share your happiness more in future. i will, i try,hehe..to stop nagging at you. i did not realise, until this morning, that you are actually so important in my heart. take care always.

sorry i sound so mushy. heh heh...