i rushed home quickly staight after school today so that i can see ah boy before he left for his extra duty at 3pm later. he was sleeping when i got back, as expected as he worked night shift yesterday and only got back this morning.

out of concern, i asked him how is he going back to station later. is he going to take his friend's car or is he going by bus. i am also actually trying to find something to ask him so that i can talk to him and hear his voice.

but..he snapped at me and asked me to back off. he even said in a irritated voice why i ask so much and asked me to leave him alone.

i know i am wrong to talk to him while he was sleeping. but is there a need to snap at me??

does he know how hurt i feel right after that? i cant even find the energy to talk to anyone even his mother. i just feel like hiding under my blanket and cry my hearts out. i know it's not a big deal but this is the first time he snapped at me like that. i was close to tears just now but i just backed off like what he wanted me to.

i shall leave him alone.

i was thinking of him the whole time when i was in school and just when i was happily back home to talk to him, this has to happen.

the smallest thing irrites me now.