Self-loving is not so vile a sin, my liege, as self-neglecting.

2008-01-19T10:57:00.000+08:00

jay chou concert.

BEST!

i am already waiting for the next one.

2007-12-14T14:34:00.000+08:00

been a long time since i last blogged.

time flies very fast. haha. thinking back, i already left lianhup for two weeks. it;s so nice that i get to have a nice break and also to settle things at home before i start my new job next monday.

watched this korean drama on family. abit draggy, but quite nice.
nothing to blog. sian!!!!

i seriously hope to faster go wk soon because i am freaking bored at home!!

2007-12-01T09:21:00.000+08:00

basic theory checked.

provisional driving license checked.

now i am ready to........

vrrrooooom vrooooooom.....

2007-11-30T10:35:00.001+08:00

my car came! my car came!!

2007-11-30T10:20:00.000+08:00

taking basic theory tonight in the evening. wah lau. damn excited man. haha. pray hard that i passed the test if not have to wait a loooooooooooooooong way.

car coming either today or tomorrow. i am waaaaaaaiting. sorry. ever since my resignation, i had been a little cranky. haha.

2007-11-27T15:53:00.000+08:00

okay okay! i am going to leave lianhup brothers. haha,

went for an interview this morning at MSIG, it's a japan insurance company. they offer very good benefits and theworking hours are good too! so! cheryl ng gets higher pay! shorter wking hours!

of course i had been warned by the person that it's going to be stressful.but! which job is not stressful one? haha. as long as i get better pay, cheryl ng is contented. haha.

yes. of course credit goes to ivy tan lee kiang for getting me the job. we go eat sushi on sunday okay? lol. angela come also okay?

more things has yet to come.ah boy can collect the car this friday! yes! yes! yes! good things all happen today!

2007-11-26T15:30:00.001+08:00

been a whole week already. i thought the longer the time passes, the more it seems more important to me.

anyway, work was pretty okay for me. oh ya, regarding the last entry about the roof garden suite. it was cancelled. too damn exoensive already. so we are changing to the cable car dinner instead. i really hope we can do that because it seems that we will be having a few things to handle that month.plus! my beloved brother and his girlfriend coming back from Australia. haha.

and yes! me and ah boy can collect our car within ten days countdown from today! really really hope the agent faster call us.

poor ashley fell from the bed yesterday night. she is too active already. haha, anyway, this little girl is getting sweeter and sweeter.she saw that my leg had a mosquito bite the other night. then she went to my dressing table and brought a bottle of the medical oil for me to apply on the bite. AWWWWWW......so damn sweet right. haha.

2007-11-21T16:52:00.000+08:00

i just sent an email to check on the rate on the booking for the sentosa roof garden suite. damn expensive okay!! haha. it's about 500 per night and if, if, ( pray hard hard), i can get the promotional rate, i still need to fork out 400. but wah lau eh, you see the photos you will also want to go.

oh ya. the reason being is because it's me and ah boy 2nd yesr wedding anniversary next month, (damn fast hor?) so i wan to do something different this year.

i wanted to post the pictures here to let you guys see so that you guys wont think i am not in the right mind to book such an expensive resort. but anyway, the website cannot get the picture one. so maybe i post the pictures after i have gone there lor. haha.

the roof garden suite very sweet one. they will have these very nice rose petals making a heart shape on the bed. and it's a two storey room. then second storey is the jacuzzi and a sun tanning area just for the two of us! wah lau. i cant wait for the day! i was thinking, maybe should bring instant noodles go hor, cos ah, the room too expensive liao. no money to mum mum already. haha.

three days already. but still.....

2007-11-17T09:08:00.000+08:00

had sleepless night yesterday because i was unable to pass the evaluation test that i took after work yesterday night. so sad after leaving BBDC.

immediately after i failed the test,i quickly scheduled for today's first slot at 8am becuase i need to pass the evaluation test BY TODAY. or else i would have to wait until mid of dec before i can take the basic theory test.

wah lau eh! luckily, i passed this morning test and can take the BTT as scheduled.
THOUSANDS OF HENG AH!

haha. anyway, I AM STILL WAITING FOR THE BLOODY CHRISTOPHER TO CALL ME!!!

WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

2007-11-16T11:42:00.000+08:00

Christopher!! Faster call me!!!!!

Faster call me!!!!!

Faster Call me!!!!!!

CHRISTOPHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-11-15T16:16:00.000+08:00

i just sent in a resume to ivy's company applying for the post for recruitment consultant. wah lau eh! i seriously hope i get the job. then slowly, we can also pull angela in then the three of us siao char bo can siao together again.

if it weren't the post in ivy's blog and the two short comments that we exchanged in friendster, i wouldn't know i actually miss them so much.

yup yup. i miss you girls.

2007-11-14T10:35:00.000+08:00

my jay chou's concert is finally here!! haha. i am so damn excited when i opned my letterbox yesterday and see the big word, SISTIC across the envelope. hah. so now i just shake leg and wait for 18 jan to come. and shit. i just realised that 18 jan is a friday. shit lar. must think of a good excuse not to come work. haha.

2007-11-13T17:38:00.000+08:00

STUPID BRANDON!!!

Oh. sorry. i'm just testing to see whether i can publish any post here. and nothing comes to mind mind except the two big words above.

2007-11-11T19:04:00.000+08:00

how come every donkey guys that i met always make me suffer and feel miserable one huh. nabeh lar. i shouldn't have learnt the things and make myself miserable. people will change one. i am only 21. how many more changes do i have to witness??

sprry. i just feel like cursing nw.

FOOK!

2007-11-10T09:28:00.000+08:00

cheryl ng xin hui is damn tired! haha. went partyworld with the lianhup clan. fun lei! haha.

everyone was busy with their own stuffs.
Bo was busy drinking.
Janice was busy eating.
Brandon was busy singing all the bloody sad songs which nearly made me cry.
Sandy was busy teaching Ashley how to take pictures using my handphone which also nearly made me cry, because i had to delete alot of funny pictures when we were home.
ah boy was busy listening and looking at everybody.
i was busy listening to bloody sad songs and at the same time, making funny faces at Ashley for her to snap photos.

went home exhausted and slept right away even though can feel body abit sticky here and there. whahaha. eeee... cheryl ng so dirty. ya lar! whaha.

but, after last night, i felt even more confused. more conversations which made me lagi confused. wah lau. CONFUSED LAR!!

2007-11-09T09:28:00.000+08:00

seriously in love with.

2007-11-07T17:34:00.001+08:00

you will never be replaced.

not by anybody.

2007-11-07T09:18:00.000+08:00

cannot go near it. now very scared of it. because of a stupid weird dream.
why the hell should i have such a stupid weired dream. won't happen one larh. but i still very scared.

2007-11-02T13:03:00.000+08:00

everything that i hope that will not happen to me, happened to me.

am i really wrong is it really so wrong to request something that i want for myself. or is it i need to bear it all myself so that others will be happy? i am really confused now. the more i let go, the more it runs away further from me.

i really don't know how to be the perfect lover. maybe to love somebody means to let him do whatever he wants and only enjoy the part when he is coming back to you. then suffering by yourself again when he runs away then enjoys again when he thinks it's time to come back.

people who reads my blog, please don't ask me what happen. too long a story to tell. too hard for people to understand how i feel.

2007-11-02T11:37:00.000+08:00

juz bought online ticketsd foe jay chou's concert. damn fast. most of the tickets are already sold out even though the actual day starting sales for the tickets is on 5 nov.

anyway, i can't get the tickets that i wanted, the 198 one, so i can only settle for the 108 one. hai.. abit far larh. but at least i am going to be in the same room as jay chou! breathing the same air as jay chou! whahah. cheryl ng going bonkers soon.

been very tired at wk these few days. things had been pretty hectic. seriously hope that i can rest well this coming weekend.

2007-11-01T09:41:00.000+08:00

Went for the basic theory test practice yesterday with roy. damn. it's harder then we expected and we failed all the booklets that we tried. haha

will be going for the lesson this coming sun and monday. then will be going for the evaluation test on tuesday. if we pass the test, we can book the actual basic theory test soon after that! haha. brandon told me that it is possible to pass everything including that practical within three months if i am consistent.

okay! cheryl ng xin hui now super determined to pass all within three months!

BI SHENG! ( die die must win!)

2007-10-30T09:29:00.000+08:00

yes! after much consideration and some bargin over the lancer., we got a good price and decided to get the lancer instead of the kia rio. haha. i am so damn excited till the day i got the car. heard some words from ah boy's sister this morning, made me even happy and excited to get the car soon.

will be officially starting my theory lesson tomorrow with BBDC,. more excitment! ha. cant wait to finish all the boring theory lessons part then start with practical right after i pass basic theory.

i see the days ahead when i would drive out with ashley and ah boy. taking over the wheels when ah boy is tired to drive. drving ashley out to buy stuffs. drving my friends out for late supper at the other end of singapore.

wah lau eh! i really cannot wait lar!

2007-10-29T17:57:00.000+08:00

last confirmation!!

Mitsubishi Lancer!

2007-10-28T14:26:00.000+08:00

these few days had been too much of an excitment for me.

fri- me and ah boy together with mummy and daddy went to the kia showroom to view some cars. we just wanted to take a look at some cars but! guess what!! ah boy ordered for a kia rio and the car will be coming to us this coming end of nov. i'm so damn excited! wait until the neck so long, finally we can own our own car.

goodbyes to lorry backs. goodbye to the days when i get stares from all the china and indian workers when i sit behind.

MY CAR!!

then, i too freaking excited and already seeing myself riding in the car...so...i went to BBDC today and got myself registered for the a drving license. all thanks to mummy for her sponsorship.

cheryl is so proud to be a student of BBDC. haha. i cant wait to start practical, so i booked myself all the theory lessons necessary already. haha. i am just so kiasu later i need to wait long long to book other lessons lar. haha.

mummy and daddy went back to Melbourne yesterday night, guess everything now is back to normal. need to work hard starting from tomorrow again.

yes! jia you for a better tomorrow! haha. cheryl ng xin hui now still very excited.

2007-10-22T09:37:00.000+08:00

long time since i last blogged. been too lazy. haha

mummy and daddy are back from Australia for one week already. they will be leaving this coming saturday. time really fly fast.

been busy at work for the last few weeks. actually i wasn't feeling well this morning. don't know why yesterday suddenly had fever then recover then came back at night again then it came back again this morning. but i didn't want to take leave because i will be on leave after tomorrow till friday. lol.

things had been cranky between me and ah boy lately. ever since ah boy's colleagues became this bunch of people, he had been going out with them very often, often leaving ema nd ashley alone at home. hai....don't know how to say lar.

give up!

2007-10-11T11:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVIN NG!

somebody mixed up with my brothers' birthday and mine and i got a message in the middle of the night wishing me a happy birthday. haha. and i thought i forgot that my birthday (which is not going to happen) is here already.

so, mummy and daddy coming back this Saturday! i am so damn excited. Saturday will be a busy day eating for us. haha. i planned to have breakfast with them in the airport ( they will be arriving at 6.45am.), then head home for a short rest. then after that we will be visiting my grandmother who is ill, then we will be going to quality hotel for buffet lunch. haha.

then maybe i will trick mummy into going shopping with me. haha. then we will head home again for a short rest. we'll be having dinner at this vegetarian restaurant for our dinner to celebrate Roy's and mine birthday. haha.

YES! Saturday is eating day for us!

ya lar. ya lar. Cheryl ng likes to eat lar. stupid Brandon and Mr Tay keep criticising me at work.
HUMPH! don't care lar. all these stupid men.

and..bad news. both sandy and Brandon are going to look for new jobs soon. and i think i will not be staying in lianhup without both of them. lianhup is too boring if only left Cheryl ng alone. haha.so.. GIVE ME LUCK IN FINDING A GOOD JOB SOON!!

2007-10-05T11:15:00.000+08:00

isn't it so sweet?

2007-10-04T15:11:00.000+08:00

siao liao. siao liao. more and more hints.

2007-10-04T10:12:00.000+08:00

i am so shocked and surprised that she stayed and accompanied me.

she doesn't look like the type.

2007-10-03T16:35:00.000+08:00

mentally.
DRAINED.

physically.
DRAINED.

2007-10-02T10:14:00.000+08:00

watched underdog with ah boy at causeway point yesterday night. nice one!

2007-10-01T15:08:00.000+08:00

2007-09-29T20:55:00.000+08:00

respect is spelt R.E.S.P.E.C.T

oh, some damn asshole people just don't know the word.

2007-09-28T09:04:00.000+08:00

i feel so shagged! i need my salonpas!

2007-09-27T12:01:00.000+08:00

one whole week never blog already. i just got back to work yesterday because of a red eye infection from a very dumb person. the whole of the choos family who are living in blk 230 already got the virus also. hope everybody recovers soon.

will upload some pictures of ashley during her birthday and her taking lantern at home. haha. i think i had been saying alot of times thati wanna upload photos of her for a long long time. hah. i promise i will do it soon.

very broke now. hope i can survive until the next payday comes next saturday. i nearly left my current job after some misunderstandings. luckily everything is resolved and i am still working here and being bullied by stupid branded and sandy pang.haha.

i was told by sandy to write more bad things for them to read. whahaa.

2007-09-17T09:04:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to my darling baby Ashley!!

Celebrated Ashley birthday yesterday at home. just a small gathering with some friends and family members. thank you all for making the time to attend the gathering. i will post the photos tonight if i have the time. haha. comparing Ashley 1st birthday and 2nd birthday, she really had grown alot and is now able to do most of the things that she can't do in the past.

work back again today. starting tomorrow, i'm going to give tuition to ai see daughter for English. don't know will tired anot. haha. but only for two months til the end of her exams. haha. hope she will still use me at after that cos it's extra hundred bucks to my pocket every month.

i want to earn big bucks and buy a car!! whahaha.

2007-09-15T09:13:00.001+08:00

i now had a new fluffy pet named JinJiaWuLieu! yes! all the Lieus family!

2007-09-15T09:04:00.000+08:00

upon hearing the news yesterday night, i feel the urge to hug 'her' and comfort her. and tell 'her' that everything is going to be okay. it pains my heart to know what 'she' is going through now. i hope 'she' gets better.

i can't write too much here. 'she' reads my blog.

2007-09-14T10:16:00.000+08:00

it's so good to be back at work!

i always tell myself that i am so lucky to get the job that i like. i met very nice colleagues and i am very happy that i am able to click with them. comparing myself to other people, i would chose not to always find grumbles and find fault with others.

i must say these kind of people only make themselves look more pathetic and only draws people away from them.

yup. i am only talking about some people that i met recently. i told mummy about him and she also tell me to stay away from such people. i tell myself that i don't have to hang out with this kind of people. i am starting to find people of my type to hang out with and i tell myself to stop hanging out with him.

some food for thoughts: always be contented with whatever you have. don't take what you have for granted, and... nothing is perfect in this world!

2007-09-08T11:59:00.000+08:00

I recently played facebook and i gave wonderful names to my pet and hero in my warbook. my pet name is JinWuLieu. (alot of money in hokkien). and my hero is named SibeiWuLieu. (reali alot of money in hokkien). LOL.

My colleague, Brandon n, is wasting company's resource in employing him, by introducing me to this kind of game. but...I LIKE... WHAHA.

i am going a little bonkers over checking the statement accounts already. one more hour to home time and my weekend!! meeting sandy later to do pedicure. we keep pyscho-ing him to go with us and join in the pedicure. haha. we abit crazy lar. but believe me, brandon's nails are much more cleaner and neater than a woman's.

weekend!! her i come!!

2007-09-07T09:58:00.000+08:00

i was sitting at the lrt this morning when i saw this old man enters the train. he sat down opposite me and looked down on the floor throughout the whole journey.

it kept me wondering how it feels like to be of his age. what would i be thinking?

i am now 21. when i was 10, i hope to reach the age of 21 faster because i want to do the things that i am not supposed to do when i was at the age of 10. but now that i am 21, i don't feel anything special.

how will it feel to be 30? worrying about my career? taking loads of work home to do? rushing home to do housework and teach my kids their homework?

how will it feel to be 40? worrying about my face looking wrinkled? my health? my ah boy's health? my kid's health?

how will it feel to be 50? worrying about my kid turning up to be a good person? going overseas to tour? whether i have enough savings for my old age?

how will it feel to be 60? my children spending enough time with me? housing loan due?

how will it feel to be 70? friends around me gone one by one? same as 60? my children soending enough time with me?

how will it feel to be 80? whether i can see tomorrw?

some thoughts for you, readers.

2007-09-05T17:44:00.000+08:00

yeah! it's finally going to be home sweet home time! okay. i got my pay on monday, i only now left less than half of the pay.

spent 400 on ah boy's PSP.
100 for three new blouses. i already bargin and the aunty discount until it's only 100bucks.
32 for 3 new t-shirts.

time checked. 15 more minutes to home time. okay. i am going to get myself a couple of bermudas for work then i am done with my shopping spree. yeah!!!!!

think mummy will be killing me if she reads my blog. luckily she doesn't. :)

2007-09-03T16:40:00.000+08:00

hai.. monday. i was early this morning because it's payday! haha. loads of things that i wanna get but i calculated and i had not enough funds. haha. but anyway, i am getting the important things first. CLOTHES!

heh heh. i will need more clothes for work because i am getting tired of what i am wearing and i will need new clothes to motivate me to go to work. then, i am getting ah boy his beloved PSP with him later in the evening.

been slacking the whole day at work today. i was checking the statement for something for two weeks and then! i realised there's nothing wrong with the statement! wah lau eh, waste my time all this while. so now, i am downloading songs and listening to them while i'm at work. hahahahha.

2007-08-30T09:30:00.000+08:00

Thursday!! Saturday is coming real soon and i hope that can get pay soooon. LOL.

went to body wellness yesterday after work to do the timebox for the slimming thing. wah lau, really a torture man. it's freaking hot in the timebox and for a moment, i thought i am going to die inside. haha. but after awhile, i feel more comfortable inside the thing. i am going back to the place again next Wednesday.

met sandy on the way back in the train and we were shocked to the top. LOL. imagine seeing each other again after we said goodbye from work two hours ago. haha.

going singing tonight with junming and ah boy then to visit meilian and baby tomorrow. pack pack week. Saturday will go shopping if get pay. whaha. seriously i will enjoy saturday more than anything else.

2007-08-29T17:11:00.000+08:00

work had been toooo many numbers for me for the whole of last week and this week. had been trying to figure out the accounts statement for a particular customer of ours, and the accounts are TOO MESSY. plus the previous admin who left never write clearly the payment advise, it resulted in me trying to crack my head hard hard to figure out the money is for who and who.

feel like cursing people right now. whaha. congrats to shiping's sister who had delivered a baby girl yesterday afternoon. don't know what happened last time will happen anot lar, but i cross my fingers tight tight and hope that it wont. plus this time round, it's a girl. so i got more phobia, you see. LOL. nevertheless, i am happy that it's a girl because i can't imagine if it's a boy, i'm going to have ALOT of stress from all the other elders. they will ask silly question like when you want to have second one? faster give birth now again when young lar. bla bla bla.

but anyway, i think i will get the questions from them even if it's a girl or a boy. because they think that Ashley is older than her cousin, so it's kind of funny that his sister gave birth to a second one so fast. it's only one year age gap between the two siblings. but i know, we and she are going to have a hard time looking after them.

YA! i forgot to mention that my block is undergoing the lift upgrading. very soon, i wont have to walk the looong corridors and waste so much time when going home or when coming out of the house.

30 more minutes to home time!!

too much to update, will update again tomorrow.

2007-08-28T10:08:00.000+08:00

good morning!! i don't know why the hell i am so happy to be back in work today. no. maybe it feels good to be at work when u had a goodnight rest.

many of my colleagues are falling sick and i seriously hope they get well soon because i miss them sooooo much.

payday is someday this week!! okay lar. maybe this is the reason i am feeling so happy to be at work. loads and loads of things that i wanna get after i got my pay. i still can spend a little more this month then start saving next month for ashley school fees.

i need:

more blouses
more skirts
more bermudas
super cheap bags from taiwan online auction. (can you believe their bags are only 10 bucks when converted to sing dollars?!. ) too tempting lar!!
erm. more pampers and milk powder for ashley. heh heh..
money to mummy, daddy, papa and mama.

i am also thinking of getting a PSP for ah boy as a gift. because he had been spending money on me alot. on the other hand, i am so afraid that if i get him that, he would play all day and ignore me and ashley choo. lol. so confused lar.

because i need to buy so many things at one go, i would need a super aunty to go with me shopping. wendy lim, you are appointed!! LOL.

okay..i need to get back to serious work now. BYEEEEE.

2007-08-23T17:52:00.001+08:00

home time!! yippeeeee!

2007-08-22T17:17:00.000+08:00

i love my job! i love my colleagues! i love Ashley!

2007-08-21T16:30:00.000+08:00

i am so freaking tired. here ache, there ache, everywhere also ache.

it's onlytuesday of the week and i already feel like thursday. nothing much to update. still the same. boring job. boring cheryl. but at the very keast, i have alot more to talk to my collegues. the siao part of me is coming out already. haha.

i need to polish up on my hokkien because apparently, i need to transfer the phone to sombody else when i don't understand the hokien the person is telling me. and also, i thinki need to listen to more indians speaking english.LOL.

enought of making fun of people. i just wanna drop a message and tell some people to be always contented of what you have. don;t wait take people around you for granted and only feel their importance when they are gone.

2007-08-20T14:48:00.000+08:00

wah lau eh, it's monday again. just 30 hours ago, i am feeling so happy because weekend is here again. then poof! i'm back to work again.

talking about wah lau eh, haha. that day i was watching television with ashley, then a wah lau eh came out from my mouth. then ashley also said:"lau eh."LOL. next time must really be careful about the words i say. HAHA.

time really pass very fast. a friend of mine was talking to me then i realised, ashley is turning two in less than a month's time. so fast. all the hard work that i put into looking after her, all the late night sleeping. looking back, it look like such a long way, but on the other hand, it's only two years.

went to visit angela and her baby at her place yesterday. been a long time since we bitched behind other people's back. hahaha. it's so nice to bitch about other people with angela. HAHA.

so tired. very free today. i think i am dying of boredom soon.

2007-08-17T17:14:00.000+08:00

everybody is going crazy here. CRAZY!

ps: angela, i can't wait for sunday!

2007-08-16T13:05:00.000+08:00

been busy at work these two days. here's the work situation that i am in:

finding the computer start up too slow.
always finding things that do not belong to me on my table.
talking rubbish to my collegues when not doing anything.
finding very hard to concentrate on my work when the people sitting on my front and back talking and end up quarrelling to each other.
finding the photocopy machine cum fax machine in the office too fast for me. i am always standing there waiting for the paper when i can actually just walk off.
always experience earthquake in the office when the heavy vehicles below are moving off.
msn-ing other people.
hands always dirty from carrying all dirty files.
seeing tons and tons of emails everyday.
saying," hello lian hup" to the phone everday for at least 50 times.
saying "huh" too many times a day because customers speak tamil english.
filing, filing, and more filing.
counting the huge amount of money that customers owe us and wishing all the money were mine.
rushing to the bustop at 6pm so as not to miss the bus.
hope 12th of every month come faster because it's pay day.

very long never publish ashley photos online already. will do so as soon as i got the time. looking forward to bitching with angela this coming sunday. been a long time ince i gossip with another person. it's time i start. HAHA.

2007-08-14T16:44:00.000+08:00

first day of the week at work today. wasn't feeling well yesterday, so never come to work. was talking to a friend of mine yesterday about how we were tired of office work. then i became demoralised because i haven't been given much task when i already start wirk for three weeks.

had the urge to look for another job if i thought this week is going to be the same as the last three weeks. i think they dreamt that i am planning to leave. HAHAHAHA. i was taught a number of things today and i finally know what i am supposed to do. finally for three weeks. all my hard patience for stoning was paid off. HAHAHAHA.

time passes real quick today because i am finally doing some work. the real cheryl is coming!! WHAHHAA. i abit siao already. having prayers tonight at the i-very-drag place. guanying bo bi everything goes smoothly for cheryl ng xin hui.

2007-08-12T13:03:00.000+08:00

nothing much for a boring sunday. i'm like a typical mother whose sunday is covered by looking after my baby, going to supermarkets to buy some daily essentials, then headed home to do some weekly housework.

nabeh. can't my life get more interesting?? LOL. okay lar, another things is, i am a little broke, so i can't go out with my friends. HAHAHA.

i reali hope the days pass quickly so that i feel more table in my job, then i can proceed to enrol ashley in childcare and she can quickly start lessons because i really don't want her to be doing the stuffs that she had been doing lately.

no elaborations.

2007-08-10T12:40:00.000+08:00

some people complained that it's been too long since i updated. lol. okay, so here i am.

nothing too special lately. been going to work and going home after that to spend some time with my princess. she is learning to talk now and is quite cute when trying to pronounce some words.

watched rush hour 3 with roy yesterday night at lido. damn cinema, i must say. it's even worse then the one last time clementi used to have. haha. but the show was very nice. thumbs up! i was laughing all the way till i can hear myself laugh quite loudly.

having lesson tonight at tianguo. very tired to go but still must go.

oh ya, one thing to mention. i don't know why i am fated to meet all the irritating people in my this lifetime. i think it;s a test to me. some people are just damn arrogant, some people are just too sure of themselves to admit thier own mistakes.

anyway, i am very fed up that everybody just leaves stuff on my table, making a mess of it and not telling me what shit they left here. then come running after me for the things that i don;t even know it's on my table. pui!

2007-08-06T14:49:00.000+08:00

hai... so, i am back to blogger. xanga is driving me crazy with all the funny things.

well, i'm now at work and things had been pretty easy for me. i come into office early in the morning and slack throughout the day unless there are instructions given to me by bosses.

met a few nice collegues here and everyone has been very friendly to me. things are great here except that it's too free for cheryl. lol. i would rather my work be hectic so that i can feel that sense of satisfaction upon completion of everything. haha.

well, i hope 6pm would come quickly so that i can fly home to smell my sweet ashley!

2007-03-09T12:38:00.000+08:00

okay....so i have figured out the way to set up the xanga acc. it wasn't that hard after all. so people, i had moved to www.xanga.com/xiaoxin23

cya all!!

2007-03-06T18:57:00.000+08:00

blogger is driving me crazy because the site is getting more complicating and the other site, xanga, which i am exploring, is also very complicating.

anyway, i just wanna come in here and complain that the mosqutio is getting bigger and nosier. and i realised something...

there are two mosquitoes.

not one...

cheryl is dead.

2007-03-06T11:14:00.000+08:00

marketing presentation is damn boring!!!

2007-02-14T17:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

i am sloggin my guts out trying to do my marketing project which is due on friday. and another upcoming one which is also due on this friday. hai.... i am not like the other lucky girls out here having a date on this special day. ah boy is working night shift and i am stuck at hoem with my computer.

what to say??

ashley had grown taller and both me and ah boy realised that she had also grown thinner. she now doesn't eat anything that people gives her and i am more relief. HAHAHA. i can see her not-so-fat arems now and i am so damn HAPPY!!

2007-02-13T20:03:00.000+08:00

i am sick and tired of saying the same old things again and agin. i really don't wish to quqrrel over this matter and let this affect our relationship.

i relly don't know whether is it really that i am thinking too much or is it really true. some people think that i am thinking too much because i haven't told them the whole thing yet. they had only heard part of the story. but for those that already got hold of the whole thing, they are really supportive for me. thank you all alot.

but anyway, i am giving it up. i am going to show her that i am not someone who sit back and do nothing. better not to let her see me again or i think i cannot control myself. i don't want to be those shrew woman who kicks p a fuss in front of people. i am more of the stupid librans. who will more or less suffer quietly for the person you love rather than to voice out and seek what you deserve. i guess.....

2007-02-10T22:43:00.000+08:00

well, i declare that cheryl ng had been sick for one whole f***ing week. wonder when my stupid cough and stupid flu will go off. nevertheless, i did pretty lots of things for the week.

went for reunion dinner with ah boy and family on wednesday, which i had mention before..

went for youth group gathering dinner at shaw tower on thursday. we finally had a time together because fu qin tang zhu had a hard time trying to get everyone free for a date. ate a lot and fu an paid for the whole bill. he's still the most generous guy that i had ever known. he even made a few detours just to send us home with his car. will post the pictures once i had the time.

went shopping with roy at bugis in the evening because he wanted to get some new year clothes. didn't want to go in the beginning, but on the other hand, i need to go shopping for ah boy's birthday. walked the whole of bugis junction just to find the perfet shirt that i wanted to get him. went to a few shops but i didn't like it if it is too cheap or expensive. didn't like it if there is no brand. HAHAHAHAHA.

went to nike shop but was unable to get the shirt that i wanted because there is no ah boy's size. then went to adidas but nothing cought my eye there. finally went to seiyu's world of sport and bought a nice green shirt that is the correct size. was very surprised because i wasn't expecting to get anything in seiyu. then went another distance to get the perfect box and perfect ribbon to wrap my gift. roy was very irritated because he didn't understand why the hell i spend so much time looking for the box. HAHAHAA..

ok..long post..

after that called ai see and date for a a ktv session on monday night to celebrate ah boy's birthday. she said that i was very funny because if she were me, she would spend a quiet dinner with her husband instead of asking friends out. lol...but anyway, i know that ah boy would enjoy the crowd more than me alone.

i declare myself half day on monday because i wanna go out at night!! HAHAHAHAHAHA....

oh ya, i forgot to add that i can't wait till monday to give ah boy the gift,so....... i gave it to him yesterday night already. laugh..anyway...

HE LOVES IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok. long post. i wanna end it.

GOODNIGHT!!

2007-02-08T09:04:00.000+08:00

it's me just recovering from fever and ashley having a fever now. hai...i hope it is not spreaded by me.

talked alot yesterday and i finally said all the things that i wanted to tell him. i just hope he takes in everything i said and do what he promises to, not only in short term but also in long term.

ah boy birthday coming next week, i really don't know what to get. is getting a shirt from men's studio enough or not? i hate to buy gifts for guys, it's so damn hard.

i need to sign off to go get ready to school. this is the 1st day in this week that i'm going school . HAHAHAHAHA.

ciaos

2007-02-06T13:32:00.000+08:00

i had been down with fever for the past two days. it just comes and goes. one moment i thought i am fit enough to go to school, the other moment, i am giving ivy a message telling her that i am unable to meet her to go to school together.

sorry ar, ivy. din mean to out aeroplane.

attended my little cousin one month's old celebration last sunday. damn it man, how come baby all looks the same when they are still small. carrying my little cousin made me thought back of the time when ashley was a little small baby.

my little cousin.

here, some of ashley's recent photos..

sorry if you see a wired looking man sleeping behind ashley. HAHAHAHA. the photos were taken when me and ashley just woke up and ah boy still sleeping behind. hahaha. speaking of it, ashley now knows how to listen to telephone calls and she would be more than willing to listen to it when you put near her ear. sad to say lar, she will only call papa when she listens to the phone even though it's me taking on the other side of the line.

2007-02-03T15:50:00.000+08:00

fcuk it man. i just spend a freaking total of 25 bucks just to give my stupid black shoe a new coat of black paint.

nabeh

nabeh..

nabeh...

can somebody help me stop cursing because i seriously can't stop myself.

2007-02-02T14:48:00.000+08:00

stupid cheryl
stupid cheryl
stupid cheryl
stupid cheryl...

why the hell am i so kaypoh to go and polish my brand new black school shoe and result in my shoe losing the shiny surface. you see, my shoe is the type which has the shiny shiny surface, yesterday i saw some scratches and i wanted to clean it up using ah boy's shoe polish. nabeh, just thinking of it makes me want to vomit blood. the shiny paint came off slowly one by one and it became the normal colour no shiny shiny black colour!!!!

laugh lar, laugh lar. i had enough of laughter from ah boy just now already.

hai...the flight to australia this june is not yet booked. it it so damn expensive. it will cost about 900 plus to and fro. the stupid airport tax itself already cost 200 plus. don't know why the hell they collect so much tax.

nevertheless, by hook or by crook i need to cough up the money and get my butt off to australia this june because i already promise mummy and the rest that i will be there. we had wanted to go there last year but because we had just bought our flat, we postponed the trip to this june. i hope everything will be smooth though.

hai..i have got alot to write. continue tomorrow. anyway, i don't feel like welcoming this chinese new year because it would be the year of pig.

I HATE PIGS. *shrugs*

2007-02-01T19:02:00.000+08:00

finally, i completed the stupid NAFA test. skipped school yesterday because my whole body was aching and i could feel the pain in my stomach even when i laugh too hard or cough.

yes. i forgot to say that ah boy, me, ashley and meizi will be flying to australia this coming june to visit mummy and the rest. but the air tickets are so damn expensive. been searching for a cheaper fare on the SIA website. seriously speaking, their webpage is too complicated. i had a hard time looking for what i wanted to find.

HAI....i need a job to earn money money so that i can go happy happy.

money money!!!

2007-01-30T11:47:00.000+08:00

one hour and fifteen minutes more to nightmare. i can't believe i am going for SW later!!

ok la, it's because i don't have a choice la.

i just have to get over it as soon as i can. i don't wanna have to live with the mental torture that i have not cleared my NAFA test. it's quite a stupid rule that you can't graduate from ITE even if you had cleard all the modules but not done your NAFA test.

AHHHHHHHHH.....stupid la.

anyway, i think i am skipping school tomorrow. heh heh..i think i can see myself later dying already.

i can't stand ivy's voice now. it's damn sickening!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2007-01-27T17:05:00.000+08:00

i am so freaking bored on a saturday afternoon.

met up with aho boy at teck whye for lunch after his soccer session. miss the food there very much. i used to go there for my lunch during my secondary school days. then while waiting for bus at the bustop near my secondary school, i saw my english teacher,miss lee. heard from her that she had just quit from the school last year. seems that most of the teachers who used to teach me had left the school. hmm...wonder what's wrong. HAHAHA

i was actually trying to talk to ah boy's sister at his mother's house when that stupid mosquito keep buzzing..no, i should say she was trying to kill me with her shouting in the house. can you imagine how irritating it is when you are trying to talk and someboy keep shouting across the room, asking a BABY to play with her when that baby doesn'y give her a damn at all?

i really don't understand her and don't wish to understand what is running through in that secondary two girl's mind. maybe that's why nobody is willing to sing her a birthday song on her birthday.

ah boy having a meeting later. leaving me with ashley at home. she had been rather hot-tempered these few days. i hope she will get better the next few days because i cannot stand her shouting and crying all the time. it i think i am suffering from post-natal depression.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, i know it's quite unusual to suffer from post-natel depression when your baby is already 15 months old.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

shit, i just remembered that i am having my NAFA test next tuesday afternoon.

SHIT. i am in deep SHIT.

2007-01-26T14:06:00.000+08:00

ok. at least i find this template more eye-soothing then the previous one. yes! yes! yes! i am now blogging at my very own house, using my very own computer and my very own keyboard. haha. i know it sounds stupid, but how do you think i can blog at ease when most of the time i was blogging, people were walking behind me every now and then? it was very hard to write about people's bad things, you know? HAHAHAHA.

six more weeks to go before i graduate from ITE, i wished time would pass a little faster. but i would definitely miss my school mates in school. the times when me, ivy and angela would skip class together, to go to macdonalds to get ourselves a 50 cents ice cream cone, the times when we would go shopping together at after school at bishan junction8 and the times when the three of us would squeeze together at a table meant only for two person. those were the days...

i know we the three of us will not contact as much as we are in school after we left school, but i definitely am happy that i got to know the both of them. it seems that we can read each other's mind and scary, sometimes we would be thinking of the same thing. it's just a matter of who said it first. anyway, nothing last forever, i just hope that things would go well for everybody upon graduation in ISB.

why the hell do i sound like i am dying?? HAHAH.

anyway, something happy to note before i log off. i caught ashley sleeping pointing to something while she was sleeping last night. i reckon she had a nice dream because i heard her giggling(her eyes were still closed), right after she pointed at something.

i wished i could read her mind and share her dreams with her.

i am falling deeper in love with her eveyday.

right, i am just a mother obbessed with her daughter. can?

whatever. HAHAHAHA

2007-01-25T17:05:00.000+08:00

it's damn disappointing to find that your computer cannot work after all the hard work. there's something seriously wrong with our computer at home. you can feel the electricity from the CPU even when the switch is not even on. i am so freaking disappointed.

that stuoid monkey is at her tricks again. no wonder nobody wants to sing her a birthday song and eat her cake.

tests,test, tests and exam coming real soon. after that will be the end of my ITE life and the start of the next chapter of my life which the the damn bloody working life. HAHAHA.. i need the money so i have got nothing to complain.

ya. recently Ashley is very sweet to people around her. although her temper still very bad la, she would scream and shout if she didn't get the thing that she wants, she would run to you and hug you when you get home at the day.

i know, you want to,"awwwwwww, so sweet right.."

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

2007-01-23T18:59:00.000+08:00

i practically did nothing for the whole day but slept through the day. oh, what a INTERESTING day i had.

BORING.

2007-01-22T10:37:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh.......

marketing is killing me. my brain cells are all dies because of stupid marketing.

i can't wait for night to fall because i need to sing off my frustrations. more tests coming up in the next few weeks. i think i am dying soon. HAHAHAHA.

before i sign off, ashley very cute hor??

HAHAHAHAHAHA

cheryl is going bonkers.

2007-01-14T13:29:00.000+08:00

wah.. been donkey years since i updated. nothing much had been going on except for the same old things. and it had also been a long time since i shared ashley pictures. some people wait until head very long already. WHAHAHA..

i wanted to upload another picture of Ashley smiling till her eyes were shut tight. but i don't know where i can't upload the image in here. anyway, i will try a few days later.

attending ah boy's dinner and dance for his company tomorrow at mandarin hotel. spent a total of 93 bucks for the evening dress. ah boy was quite supportive for me because i went there under-dress last year. i want to be properly dressed tomorrow. lol. but because ah boy's team is having a stupid bonding activity again tomorrow at achangi chalet, i might have to make my own way to mandarin hotel to meet him for the dinner. his management for his team this year is very bad. more of these comtinue and i would have to write a complaint letter.

i am actually dreading to go for the dinner tomorrow becase i am dreading to see somebody i don't want to see. anyway, i am going to win the lucky draw there. haha. i heard from ah boy that the 1st prize is two tickets, 10 days stay in turkey, 2nd is two tickets, 10 days stay in australia gold coast, and the 3rd prize is a plasma television. wow wow wow.. i am hoping to win something there.

2006-12-25T17:58:00.000+08:00

it had been raining non stop for the past few days. i wonder how long the rain is going to last. i hope it end soon though, becuase i don't wanna have to see news reporting on places being flooded and wearing smelly clothes because the sun ain't out there drying my clothes.

bored.

bored..

bored...

i am bored.

just to end my boring entry, i just want to say i can't wait for my fries and apple pie that i just ordered from macdonalds.

yup. cheryl is BORED!!

2006-12-21T09:48:00.000+08:00

all those people are driving me insane.

well, year 2006 are coming to an end. let's me just be a mummy's girl and make some resolutions for 2007:

to slim down. (ok, i know i've been saying that for donkey times, let's just include that in my list as well.)
to approve my attendance for school.
to be more patient towards the people in my life.
to be even more neater.
learn not to complain too much. (i think this is hard. heh heh...)
to be a better friend.
to be a better mummy.
to be a better wife.

there! done!

i hope everything will go smooth for me on 1st january and let all those people who had been bugging me to keep away from me.

i hate COHF!

2006-12-13T15:32:00.000+08:00

i realised i have a boring life. haha. at such a young age, i am already married with a kid. sometimes i wished i had a more interesting life. other then going home after school and rushing through my household chores, then laying dead on my bed every night.

*a big fat HAIZZZZZZZZZZ*

ok la. at the very least, i still have got ashley that gives me little surprises on some days. there was once when she was shaking her butt when there was music playing on the television. then there was a time when i asked her whether she wants her peek-a-boo storybook, and she nodded her head and said something which sounds like peek..boo.

to sum up my boring life, ah boy is bringing me to a KL trip tomorrow. he really needs a trip to rest and enjoy himself because he had been working very hard for the past few weeks.

talking about the trip, i had been sort of a little dreading it because i know her, will keep sticking her butt by our side. i am just lucky that Shuan and Rachel will be going with us. that means the four of us will be doing most of the things together. if she has the cheek, then let her follow along. i want to see how thick it can be.

but overall, i am going to let my hair down on this trip and enjoy myself. it had been ages since i had time alone with ah boy and do some fun staff with him.

2006-12-09T11:57:00.000+08:00

continue to show it off to me. i am sure. nope. very sure that i WILL do a much more better job than you.

just wait and see who is the winner at the end of the day.

just watch it.

2006-12-07T09:04:00.000+08:00

Met up with junming yesterday at bukit panjang plaza. then he showed me and ah boy a video clip of jacky wu's variety show. it features an old couple trying to pronounce some chinese sentences and they actually end up pronouncing it like vulgar language's. was very funny.

ah boy had been very busy this few weeks and it left only me to take care of ashley. luckily for me, ashley is now getting independent and she can plays on her own now that she can walk. she will only come to me if she needs anything. as for me, i am still the auntie, trying to cope with household chores and taking care of ashley together with school. i am only 20 and yet, i am living in the world of 40.

sorry if my blog seems so bored nowadays. i have totally lost interest in blogging. hahahaha...

looking forward to my KL trip with ah boy next thursday..

2006-12-01T15:11:00.000+08:00

it had been donkey years since i last updated. i looked at the previous date that i had updated and i was like WOW! HAHAHAHAHAHA...

been very very busy maintaining my house and taking care of ashley. with the arrival of my younger brother to my house, i now have LOTS of clothes. ya. he is a clean freak and it's not hard to imagine how many sets of clothes he change in a day.

well, because i has not been updating as much as i do in th past, i am running out of topic and i am just dropping by to tell everybody that i am still alive. HHAHAHAHAHA.

speaking of which, i had been very sway recently because i lost my wallet, my set of keys and my handphone. @#$%@#$.

i think all the dua pei gongs and guan ying niang niang wants me to pay a visit to them. i ought to do simething before i lost anything again.

i can't wait for 14th of december because ah boy is bringing me to KL with his collegues. ya la. not everthing is perfect because she is going too. i hope she leaves us alone because i had been very nasty to her the last time i saw her. that should able to keep her away unless her skin is thicker than my ass.

ok ok. i know cheryl has turned very very nasty.

2006-11-11T09:35:00.000+08:00

my waist is aching like s***. i brought ashley to the prayer hall yesterday and because it is too crowded there, we ended up with no seats and had to listen the lesson at the doorsteps. ashley is the only one very happy because she gets to walk around at the big space there, chasing other kids.

going kusu island tomorrow with the whole family. it has been a tradition to go there this time every year. time flies real fast. i remembered last year when we took ashley there, she is still a small baby and can't even support her head. but thinking of tomorrow when we are going to bring her there, she already knows how to walk and is an active baby now.

aiyo, i can't stop apeaking of ashley now. she is getting cuter by the day. she now likes to kiss people and can't stop smiling at people she sknow. heh heh...

i can't wait for school to end for year 2 because i can't wait to start working full time. i need the money, the time, the freedom... hai. i am starting to sound like an auntie now because whenever i sees the sun, i will.. "WAH GOOD GOOD!! LIKE THAT MY CLOTHES WILL DRY."

somebody please slap me awake please. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2006-11-08T07:27:00.000+08:00

well, i just sent mummy and daddy off to the airport last monday. because they had been here for quite some time, i am not used to it that they had actully gone back yesterday. when i woke up in the morning, i wanted to go over to the room that they slept in and asked them where they are going for breakfast. of course they are not there when i walked over. it's a bit sad to see that the room is epmty when i went over.

i just read a classmate's blog and read that somebody is going to take over AOA class. shit la. this means i can't skip school and walk into the room as and when i like it.

eh ivy, true anot??pray hard that she falls off the stairs when she walk so that she can't take our class. HAHAHA..or better yet, lose her voice when eating indian curry. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

oh ya, at the rate that i am coughing now, i think i am losing my voice faster than she is. pui.

2006-11-03T18:02:00.000+08:00

I finally stepped to school last tuesday after a 2 weeks extra holiday I declared myself. school seems quite fun this semester as the teachers looked friendly. one of the teacher even went an extra mail to get my new lecture notes for me. heh heh.. so paiseh..

my house is more or less ready and looked more like a house already. all thanks to mommy and daddy. yup. I am enjoying the freedom and the space that I am having all by myself now. of course there are always the pest that comes knocking on my door because mommy is being very friendly towards her. but by next week onwards, I am going to ~~kiss~~ shut her goodbye. forever. period.

time flies very quickly and the year 2006 is going to end soon. why do I feel like I am sounding like an old woman? haha...I guess it's because now that I am a mother, time is very important to me. not to say that I have my own house now, every minute and second counts to me. even the time that I pee matters to me. ok la, not to that extend. but now I know how time is important to me.

watching ashley growing by the day makes me not regret putting the effort and sacrifices that I made. I hope she grows up to be a fine woman. erm...but she looks more like a chilli pepper to me than fine.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

before I sign off and don't know which fine day I am logging in again..

I LOVE MY FAMILY!!

2006-10-30T09:50:00.000+08:00

i am so freaking tired i hoped i had two souls.

yesterday marks the last day of the freaking-tired-moving-house. all i am left to do now is to pack, pack and pack. following that will be all the everyday-cleaning and the stupid housework part.

but, I LOVEEEEEE MY HOUSE!!

because i get to be myself and do the things which i wanna do at anytime. watch tv as and when i wanna do so. of course la, maintaining a house is very diffcult, but i will try my very best to make myself and ah boy a cosy and comfortable house.

which means..i won't be blogging in as much often as in the past. :)

2006-10-17T17:57:00.000+08:00

been a long long time since i updated. had been very busy moving and clearing my house since friday night. i swear i will never move house again in the next ten years.

skipped school on monday and today because i am too freaking tired from all the moving and the packing. heard from my classmates that that the timetable sucks like shit. school starts late most of the days, which means i will be ending late too. i just hope that the whoever-we-don-want-teacher is not teaching us for the semester.

it's nice that i have my own flat now. i have my own space, own time to do the things i want to do. but of course, i need to do the household chores all by myself now. but since it's only me and ah boy living the house, the chores are still pretty relaxing.

nothing had been going too well for me since my birthday. i just hope that things will turn better.

picking up mummy and daddy at the airport tomorrow. bringing ashley along too. so..i might be skipping school again on thursday because they are arriving late tomorrow night. and because it's my cousin's wedding day on friday, i'll skipped school on friday too. i'll try to attend school on thursday if i can wake uop though. heh heh...

i am resting my body now, getting ready for more chores later.

2006-10-12T22:41:00.000+08:00

i must be crazy enough to be thinking of him at this point of time.

wake up your idea la, cheryl!!

2006-10-12T10:28:00.000+08:00

argh.....

it had been a freaking tiring week for me. the chores i am doing are going to bukit batok, back to bukit panjang, play with ashly, then sleep. then wake up the next day, same again.

hai...can my life get more interesting pleaseeee??hur hur??

anyway, most of the things that i need to move over this coming saturday are already packed. so there's not much worries.

ashley had not been wanting to sleep late at nights these few days. only after 12.30am, then she would be willing to sleep. and the worst thing is, she wakes up early in the morning like 7 plus, that means, i am having dark rings all over my eyes. heh..but i really don't know the reason she not wanting to sleep.

maybe it's because she's teething, then she tends to get more active.

i am kissing holidays goodbye soon, and soon, i'll be rotting again with my best mates in school. hai..but something is different because someone gets to have her boyfriend rid her to school everyday. who hur?? lol.

ya, before i forgot, tomorrow is friday the 13th, take care out there peeps. heh...

34 more hours to my new house.

2006-10-11T10:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVIN!!

i am always very trilled during the october period because it is the birthday month of both my brothers and me. it is already very rare to be having the same birthday month as your siblings, but the dates for our birthdays is even amazing. my elder brother at the 11th, my younger brother at the 13th, and mine at 15th. it is only two days apart for us.

so that means every year, we celebrate our birthday together with one cake. there was once we tried having a cake each on the days of our birthdays. that means we sang the birthday song once in two days and eating a cake every two days. after that, we dropped the idea of cutting three cakes ever again. it was too filling and too boring to do it so fast.

anyway, i don't like celebrating birthdays alone. i find it quite awarkward that you are standing alone behind the cake while everyone is looking at you at the opposite direction and everybody else is directing you what to do like make a wish etc. i still like celebrating birthdays with my brothers though.

saturday is approaching and soon i will find myself having my own house.HAHAHAHAHHHA. i can't wait for it. so for the whole of today, tomorrow and friday, i am going to bury myself into packing and make my house a cosy one. the new kitchen cabinet is on already and we are glad we decided to do it. it makes gives once-dirty kitchen a new and refreshing look. but the things in my bukit batok house are actually quite huge, so i don't think i will be able to shift everything here. we'll see what we can do.

58 hours more to my new house.

2006-10-09T11:22:00.000+08:00

been quite some time since i last updated. sometimes i am just too lazy to log in and type. heh heh..

took ashley to the hairdresser to trim her hair. she was looking very cute and nice already. but when i came home from outside, her hair shocked me. because of some 'accident', which i don't even feel like saying it here, her hair became shorter and she looks very nerdy. i became very fed up for the whole of yesterday night.

then i came upon another news that we have to shift house this coming saturday and in the morning at 7am because of some superstition. and the thing is, i cannot finish packing everything and ah boy's dad insist that we move everything from my house this saturday. only after a heated discussion that we decide on moving only a few things.

hai.. things just never goes the way i wanted it to be. but after this saturday, it means that both me and ah boy can just lock ourselves in our house and be away from everybody else. sweet. it also means when we are watching television, there is no interruption we don't have to listen others talk too loudly.

opps. will too obvious anot huh? heh heh..

2006-10-06T13:44:00.000+08:00

i have never ever bought a house before, so i don't know the stress of trying to make everything right in the house. small details like where to place my television set and cupboard is enough to make my head crack. there are major things to solve too, like where to buy rooms' doors etc.

so...

i was thinking, how good it is if i can strike lottery now? haha..i just have to pay a sum of money to the workers and they would solve everything for me. from furnishing the house to moving the furnitures. now is the best time to strike lottery. haha..give me any four numbers please. lol.

yesterday's event at ah boy's station was good. i even saw a secondary school friend of mine. coincidentally, he is on good terms with ah boy and i heard that they had been betting footballs together very often. when i saw the good bonding between ah boy's teamates, and the how everyone look so good in their uniforms, i had the urge to join the force too. haha.. but i know behind the uniforms are hard work and tiredness. but it is good to see the good bonding together. on the other hand, if joining the force is so good, then i wouldn't be hearing some of ah boy's teamates saying they want to quit the force every so often. i guess things always look good on the surface.

will be going to ginza plaza later to shop for more things to place in my new kitchen with ah boy. that means we are going to spend more money. that assures me more that..i need to strike lottery!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

just kidding.

2006-10-05T09:13:00.000+08:00

i can't believe it.

i went to clementi to meet ah boy when he finished work yesterday night after the swim with ai li. i was abit irritated because i waited for almost one whole hour for him. but when he came out, he looked happy and said that he would not have to return to station for night shift today.

then he asked me if i want to attend a team function with him tonight at his station. i was delighted that he wanted me there and he surprised me further when he said that he had already told his head that he would be bringing me and ashley there. i was very surprised at how i he wanted us there.

but here came the truth:

he was talking non stop on the cab then he blabbered out that if he bring me and ashley along, then he confirm won't have to go back for duty because they can't possibly ask me and ashley back ourselves right?

@#$%@#$

never mind la. i am still glad that he invitated us. heh heh..

i cross my fingers and hope that whoever i don wanna see there stays out of my sight and not spoil my night.

2006-10-04T10:09:00.000+08:00

i was planning to go swimming with ai li this after noon. but looking at the weather now, i think it is going to be cancelled. maybe we'll go bowling or do some other stuffs.

i had beed reading alot of other people's blogs ever since i started blogging. and most of the blogs that i had been reading, talks about their love life and how conflicts start or solve. or it would be about some things that are sad or happy.

i recently came across a blog whom i know the person, it was when i read her blog that i knew that she is suffering from mild depression. i see this person at least once or twice a week and it would never struck me that this person is suffering from depression.

the world has come to a stage where people now keeps things from each other and would only confide in a computer. everyone is now caring about their own face and pride, causing them to be unwillling to talk to another person and solve things. and most of the time, conflicts happen when there is miscommunication. in the first place, how to communicate when people are only willing to talk to the computer? isn't it human that are making things diffcult for themselves?

but on the other hand, some people cannot accept some facts when people tell them something. this would also sometimes cause conflict. so some people might chose to keep quiet or write their thoughts in a journal or in a blog where they keep to themselves.

i can say, the world is just contradictng. or it is just the human hearts that they do not know what they want.

2006-10-03T11:43:00.000+08:00

i haven't been updating since don't know when because the internet access was accidentally cut off by ashley. she typed on something on the keyboard and caused me to be internetless for the past few days. i will do a quick update on the missed days. this might be a long entry.

SAT(30/09)

ashley finally turns one! we held a buffet celebration and loads of people turn up with either ang baos or presents. thank you all for you generosity. we are greatly touched by the huge amount of money we collected. haha.. secret la. cannot say how much. heh. but ashley enjoyed herself and we too enjoyed because we get to do some bonding with some friends and long-time-no-see relatives. i will post some of the pictures later at the end of the entry.

SUN(01/10)

happy children's day. did nothing for the day but re-charge for the energy lost on saturday. ah boy and younger brother helped and did some touch-ups to our new house. and his uncle came to tear away the old cupboard in the kitchen because we are changing a brand new one. heh heh..

MON(02/10)

accompanied ah boy's sister to ICA to renew her passport and we brought ashley along. my god. she really does loves to shout at people nowadys. she would either shout at the person to get the person's attention or she would shout along with other kids if they are shouting too. after that. i went to lot 1 shoping mall to get two movie tickets for ROB-B-HOOD for ah boy and me. we went for the movie that night. it was a nice show. some parts were funny while there are times when you would feel excited and sad. that baby in the show was sooooooooooooooo cute. haha.

TODAY

ah boy is now clearing some tiles in our new house. heard from him that it night take a very long time. so i doubt we'll be going anywhere today. but i will be going back to my bukit batok house tomorrow to pack some of the stuffs. we can move in anytime already. WHHAHHHAH...i can't wait for the day we officially move in. it would be sooooooooooo excited.

before i log off, enjoy the pictures:

2006-09-28T14:14:00.000+08:00

got alot of errands to run today. i need to buy stuffs for saturday event like nice balloons to decorate the house and some necesstities.

my house is going near the completion level and i am so damn excited. because i get to have my own space, own privacy and the most important, i don't get to see that darn mosquito. i hate the buzzing sound of mosquito and i am so happy that all my misery will end soon. haha.. of course there are good times when the house is crowded, but i guess i am still used to quiet homes. one when i won't get awoken from my sleep because of people speaking so loudly.

neh, ah boy is going to get very pissed of at me if he reads this entry. haha..

house house...here i come.

alvin: seriously speaking, i don't like to eat banana splits. ya. anyway, alot of people say i don't act like a girl either. i guess that's the reason. lol.

2006-09-27T12:14:00.000+08:00

rain rain go away, come again another day.

because i wanna go to shopping mall and order a cutie birthday cake for ashley. been doing nothing interesting for the whole of my holidays except cleaning and cleaning and cleaning. interesting huh.

i can't wait for saturday. because after the celebration, i can make ashley wear her shoes when i bring her out in future. whaha...

nothing much to blog nowadays. just look at how interesting my life is. arghhhhhhhhhhh....

sorry. stupid entry.

2006-09-24T23:54:00.000+08:00

it was fun bringing ashley out to tianhui today. brought her to pray and she started making friends already. heh heh.. we put her down on the floor when we were listening to the lecture and something funny happens.

ashley was crawling when two other baby girls, who knew how to walk already, started crawling with her. then the three ended up sitting in a circle.

it was cute observing them by the side.

tired after a whole day event. feels too tirede to update already. looking forward to ashley's one year celebration next saturday.

tired.

goodnight peeps.

2006-09-23T20:22:00.000+08:00

i had never felt so satisfied and yet tiring at the same time. me and ah boy spent the afternoon trying to paint our room. although it has a few patches here and there, we are very satisfied because we have never done any serious painting before.

after the painting, i heaved a sigh of relieve because the room looks MUCH more pleasant and MUCH more like a human's room. but painting is really a tiring job. so me and ah boy is asking his dad's friends who are more professional to do it for us and complete for us the job sui sui.

i can't wait for my house to be completed because i seriously needs my own space and my own privacy. i am putting up with everything for the thought of my house coming soon. i am working very hard for a perfect house for my family.

i cross my fingers and hope for the best.

2006-09-21T22:36:00.000+08:00

both me and ah boy had been slacking in our cleaning for our new home. like yesterday, we only cleaned for 3 hours and we called it a day. and today, we didn't even stepped into the house. haha. see, the exthusiam does dies down.

bringing ashley out shopping to town with one of my auntys tomorrow. yeah. i had been bringing her out often nowadays that ah boy is asking me to lessen down. haha. ok la. after tomorrow of enjoyment, i have got lots of things to do. like packing my old house, and cleaning my new house. hai. just thinking about it is making me tired.

all the shit i have to clean. sian. really very sian. if this isn't the house which belongs to me and ah boy only, i would have totally given up on cleaning the house.

i have to stop thinking about the house. i have to think of where to go tomorrow. heh heh..

2006-09-20T13:40:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a clean-up-my-new-house day. spent the whole day cleaning and washing the dirty floors of my new house with ah boy, mama and ah boy's younger brother. i jumped up a few times when we were cleaning up the kitchen when a few cockroaches ran out. but i managed to destroy their homes and shits. whaha..human victory.

we wanted to finish washing the wholes house yesterday but it was too hard. everybody was having backaches by evening time. so we decided to continue today. maybe later. ah boy is having his nap now. cleaning your own house is a real different feeling. it felt good when you cleaned up a black part and manged to get rid of any stains. it feels shiok.

i need a rest now before i start the intensive cleaning later.

ciaos.

ashley freshly bathed.

2006-09-18T12:12:00.000+08:00

my mind is in a confusion state now.

we finally got the keys to our new home and we can start the cleaning and preparation now. the thing is, the previous owner does not know how to take care of her house and the house is very dirty now. the moment i stepped in the house, i can't help but keep pinching my nose. i don't know why but there is a foul smell. and the flooring. it sucks totally. there are black stains which we have to clean everywhere.

this is a big project.

we have only about one month to clean the house, paint the house and shift all the stuffs inside. we are running out of time. most importantly, we are also short of funds. this is hard. we have to make the house a cosy one with little funds and ALOT of hard work.

nevertheless, i am very determined to make my house a clean and comfortable one. after all, i am looking forward to moving in long ago. i want my own house and my own space.

wish me the best of luck peeps.

26 hours to fo for my basic theory test.